June03, 1978- June03,2009

Been 31 years now. Though cant remember the initail few years.. stay away as distant memory.

So here is 31. To make it more caluclative, its celebration of My 31st Bday... 131 years of MAnchester United and 23rd bday of rafa nadal.

The former two can be googled...

So how does it feel to be as close as +9 to 40. Wierd, never imagined. There were years when you were 2o and thinking how would one feel.. where would one be.. what would be his state at 31. If not 31, lets say 30.

But yes.. more or less achieved most of my X LIST as I would say. Married.. Divorced.. Titles won with manchester united as a fan.. won the champions league twice... dethroned Liverpool from the League...and to make things spicier..did even get an engineering degree and a masters degree.. Not an icing in the cake.. but the degrees would add a neagative feel of what I achieved. :-)

So, today..Like i would love to say. after 30, every Bdays feels like just a normal day. There were sadness.. there were sorrows.. and there were loneliness.. Thats most of things I can feel today. Just that wierd.. never felt this way. The house empty, noone to actually bark at ..noone to caress me.. Its guess after a long time, I am celebrating my bday alone.. Physical sense of it, I meant.

So..wonder its a time to fill up life with all the defeats and victories of yesteryears.. to look at it as a learning point..pinpoint the mistakes..and rise from there. Never thought I would be friends with people, with whom I had arguments or some sort of issue in college. Never thought, the ones I was close to in college would be far.. ..at this point of Life. Everyone says they are busy. but we all know,, everyones just lazy.

I like to put my disapointments in life by saying Money is everythin in life. A sort of excapism.. but i like that . There were people.. or I would like to call em bitches...just runnin over.. even after the normal stoppage of time. There are people who just use you and leave.

The other day, I was talking to friends wife.. and it was good.. Sometimes, it nice to have a sisterly friendly talk.. SOMETIMES , i do look at life with a negative Viewpoint. And there was a sisterly friend.. who actually called me up 12:30 am.. and wish me bday.. thought today morning, I was still pondering with the thought, if she actually called me to tell me how busy she was ..last few days or to wish me.

Today morning, I even did get a txt message from my cud be inlaws..lol.. these days things move quite fast.. I wud say.

Somewhere in between.. I am actually falling to believe in the word Love. and my belief restored in friends..

You dont have to hold or hug friends to be friends actually... There is a hidden bond.. that you never see......And trust me my friends.. Thats true for real.

Till 32... I hope to survive...

Special Thanks : - Vinu, Vineetha.,Divya, Amala and Immanuel :-)