way past bedtime, i lie awake with somethin disturbin me... Not that such a matter shud ever arise ..!!
Anyways these days, I get disturbed by the stupid parents of gals..callin and tryin to talk to me directly.. I need to do somethin about it.. Guess I should sleep more!
Anyways.. am at work.. and trying to get the time done over with it by blog'n. Its been quite sometime, that I did write rubbish!
Thats my table at one end of the room where..more than chat.. I download Movies..Music.. and read read read.. Footballl!!
Ok.. where was I ?
Far away.. somethin so close.. light years back..come to haunt me. Was it my mistakes.. Who am I to blame myself!!! Sometimes, the worst mistakes can be long forgotten...Its just the small ones that come to haunt you.
The more I Loathe.. Love.. .. The more close it grips.. me to. And , Trying to hide and run away from it, I end up consolin the arms of Love.. Which is not exactly the equation, i like to position myself in.
People tell, me there is more to life than football.. And i Understand their position. I mean they end up saying that statement to every sense of life. Well, You dont get through jobs,, they say,. there is more 2 life that that.. I mean.. Why can we.. run for the things we need.. and instead of looking at an option of losing it.. look out of what u intend to do with it . Optisimism.. is not right, when too much is on stake,. But sometimes, It is good.. if one looks at what he wants from Life.
Today,, MET one of my juniors from college.. relived years.. and the position I see myself,, I cant even think That I was that imms from colllege.. some call it maturity.. kinda.. dont believe in that word.. I mean.. I can see myself more of imms.. in the chat sessions and more in the football field.. other than that ,, I see my life living in the shades of things.
Ok, I was creative,.and now.. ALL i know is the spelling of that .. ..
There are very few people that can make me smile.. very few!!!
Friends..lol.. found out the meaning of them... dont know , if i am right.. but the meaning of trust and togetherness is lost..,,,,
Become more patient.. giving chances to people who made mistakes.. kinda.. maybe they not bad.. maybe they have evolved with times.
These thoughts are so centerred to myself.. so why not blog it.. maybe .. years from now, I mite look at it and have the laughs.. and maybe have the answers as well.. Maybe try to recollect..who were the people. I actually Liked... loved.. or who made me laugh !!!!!:-)
PHONE RINGS.. BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP,...( ANOTHER one added to my missed call lists..)
