Art of Living
Listening to the tunes of Ar Rahman, I lie awake at work..Call it hard work or..........( Just because I am monitored by the CCTV.. )..
Taking some time out of my normal life to refect.. Whats been wrong ..whats happening around. Just saw this Documentary.. Fahrenheit9/11... And my dislike to a particluar territory has increased by integral margin.
The other day, I was geting on to my car. and some kid comes and asks for money for his Uncle who was unwell and hospitlaized.. .. Situations like this, can make u think for some time, refecting how bad it wud be if u didnt help him, or how cud u even waste ur time here. Then , come to think, the governmnet hospitals are free in Kuwait, and were good. How come, then. Situations like this can make a man loose his trust on others. But, THats the state of mankind.
I used to hate Bengalis .. and .. Tamilians.. Dont know, somethin about them.. is What i hated most.. strange. I used to hate some people from college, but i can see the change in me. By being patient and giving them time to improve has really helped. I mean.. everyone deserves a chance.
I just saw a couple.. newly wed, though they did look like beavis and butt-head.. Serioulsy, I would call the guy the Butt head.. part.. Though they were smiling, and I was like. No way.. They shud be faking it.. How can marriage bring happiness..lol.. Or maybe they were practising, how they smiled before geting married.. hmmm!!!!! or maybe.. Makes me think,, if marriage cud bring happiness... I doubt so!! lets these doubts stay untouched and real for the time being
And I fell in love with gal.. and kinda.. my mate was like saying tell that u love her. and i was.. like.. lol.. be realistic.. lady.. How many indian movies have u seen where the gal is told by the boy.... in the first sight.. I mean after ..some melodrama.. misunderstanding.. then .. its comes to love.. Then I dont have time for that .. and moreover she a Hindu.. SO .. I rather stick to my game.. football... Lol.. Love.. crap!!!!
December has come,,, alas,. missing the snow.. cold weather.. the drenchy rain.. those walks in the garden.. damm!! And now xmas.. and new year.. Hyped up festivals. .... Mallus.. exhibit their celebration to a cause.. by having the same dish.. every year.. and .. kind a.. ..xmas trees.. bah!!!
Its easy to put them up.. I meant..xmas trees,, getin em down after the season is like a pain. And then .. its kinda..moody ..
I mean.. all I do worth mentioning.. in xmas. when I am with family is..church..eat and sleep.
Thats ..xmas for me .. I guess. and for sure.. I know this cud be the last one,where i wont be having a ring on my finger.. not that the gal is finalized.lol....Its just that .. thought that creeps and gives me a scare.. damm!!1 how did the last 28 years pass me so fast .
But seriously the matrimonial thing is cool and funny..
After filtering all the reasons.. and stuff. i believe . I lie between 2 main .. points that.....
1). The gal I like which comes in alliance... folks dislikes em
2).. the gal .. and family and... tradition..and .. bah bah.. folks like.. I hate em ..
SO its kinda no win.. no win situation!!!!!
Anyways. these days.. I spend so less time . online chatin..is a great time.. and Sleep has been great.. Have been, torturing me with excess football.. and music.. lie awake and think.. how wud be my teams performance next match...
Anyways that been cool!!!!
I guess.. thats more of living part.... ....... ..... .... .... .... ...
Sometimes.. u need to sleep.. to dream!!!
Or maybe a great idea.. tell folks I like that gal.. and they go to india... which leaves me like .. home alone... Wicked aint it!!!
