Lying awake in my bed. I wonder.. Looking at the clock thatt ticks..
Where have we reached.
Though Quite often I write shiity stuff on my blogg.. I am taking this one out of them.
Some times one wonders how lucky we are.. and sometimes we dont. U often see people praying hard in church..and people waitin for the final bell.
These days church goes on global issues.. waste a lot of money on church gatherings.. think twice to give a needy some donation... thanks to mallu politics.
Imean there are many orphans who need that money to run a desire which lukcy some dont. Donations.. luxury has kept people thinking of getin themself a Sony.. plasma.. or for theyouth today .. Play station or Ipod..
No-one wonders a small luxury like this can give food to an orphan for a year.
Man was never made to be happy..and its true ... In anyones case.. people are always unhappy.. not because they have verythin.. just becasuse the other person has half of what he's got.
Pity the people who run for elections to grab attention in church.. they promise so many stuff..but in the end.. when a needy comes for some help.. ittakes them ages to decide.. by then.. the needy would have lost the cause.
I belive in GOD... and I believe that God did make religions to reduce the tensions between Mankind. With the amount of religions.. u can see whats happeni,.. so just imagine if there was one for all.
I am kinda religious here today.. havent seen church for more than a month..blame my timings.. though all i do when i am inchurch is spend .15 minutes in 2 hours with God.. He knows me well.. so Do I .we have this partership.. u do ur 50 honestly..and I do mine.
Sometimes these are those awful moments when u think.. u are alone..and need a partner for life.. but seriously in Kuwait to maintain a Dog is much more expenisve that a woman..so.. guess me being a not so rich guy wud opt for the lesser of 2 evils..Maybe I am wrong. i HAVENT made the rite balance sheet..witha woman comes childresn.. in the long run..lol...( and moreover Dog dies fast )..
Now, some of the mates ask me why do i be rude.. or rather be someone that I aint .. in my Bloggs.. the truth is I dont see how I aint rude. I mean i try to be nice with everyone.. try goin thru the right chanels.. but sometimes.. u have to get ur true identity out somewhere .
Ok.. I am illegal in dowloads.. but hey .. as I told u earlier.. I am a poor man.. aint no sunshine....lol
Sometimes u dont see how time passed.. For ayear I had kept myself in the runing for a better career..shun myself out from everyone..and people used to say .. I am losin my life..here i am.. career allrite.... life allrite..friends ..allrite.. But have I lost somethin.. I dont know.. maybe I lost a quite few people.. whom I cud have loved.
But seriously how does one get out of the house.all u wud hear is friends gossipn about the others... oozig out how much he gets,. what he doin.. whats she doin
There is this gal.. who i have herd so much bad reviews.. but seriously I dont see anythinw rong with her.. she belives in her Life that there is more to life that the Kuwaiti Dinar.. which I believe.. and respect her in her decisons.. but lol! thanks to me.. and my rudeness.. down the drain.
Now.. What more can I say..I have seen loosers.. work in kuwait and brag about how unjust it is India.. all they care is work home and sleep..which is good.. maybe I am wrong.. Maybe they are right..lol...
Now.. why so much hatred to Love.. the entity.. dont know if I can answer that.. But seriously how can one live with one person ... i mean.. lifetime is long.. Ok.. I did say time passes fast.. but then.. u dont have responisbilities waitin for u next day.. I mean..
for a stag ... imagine the pillow is all that occupies his space.
I have no idea.. where I have reached so far.. Started of with somethin and continuing off with somethin...
Anyways..life has to go on.. and this sunday .. I am goin for a cracker .. of a treat.. double sunday showdown...
