Life is as it is to be!!!!! --( M here means for MANU...)
I was thinkin.. quite wierd.. me and think.. 2 diifrent worlds as such!!1
Why is the world so static.. I mean its so defined ..
Sometimes I have this feeling that people are going out of my life..and the strangest part of it is that these people are the ones who you hold close to the heart.. The enemies stay and keep u in their plans.
Life is like a cycle.. I mean. how vunerable were we. as Kids.. and we grow.. Time never stops.. though we wished..
U always wonder why dosent time stop.. be it schooling years.. maybe ur first kiss.. ur college years... But then atleast all humans stand united . on why time aint flying..when we work in a corporate world.
SOmetimes when one leaves.. it leaves me so incomplete.. even if I havent known him for long. I have that bad habit of isolating myself from worlds I hate. For eg, A gal I loved.. I had to do things that kept me goin on and carryin on .. Even if that meant I kept myself apart from my best friends who she was in touch with. I DON;T regret it .. but sometimes inside , I feel that I have lost what I have earned.. and ..carrying on.. dosent find a meaning.. ONE have to start all over.
I havent slept for days.. thanks to the work.. and maybe thats why my mind is weaker than the body..
Sometimes makes u wonder.. if one marries as well.. how can u say the love is fake..and its forced upon to the belief that he or she has embarked on a mission..and to keep the mission alive.. u have to lie to urself.
Ok, I do believe..without Love , one is incomplete.. Be it love for a human being or some common thing.. Its just a reason tolook forward to ..somewhere ..some distance.
Thats why.. I always say look at kids.. u learn many things new.. their love is so pure. I mean when they call u chachan..come and play with us.. and makes u do all the stupid thing ... that makes u want to laugh at urself.. u atleast find urself so happy at those moments.
But then the worst thing happens.. They grow up..and such unadultrated Innocence.. goes away.. and the next thing u know is you are old.
There are people who crawl up2 when u have a decent job..and earn good money..where were these buggers when u wanted a help.. maybe a hand on ur shoulder to tell u ..carry on.. U willl find what u seek!!!
I just want to sleep..sleep.. get into that world of dreams where u know.. u will find peace.
This world is goin on a fast pace.. and the worst thing sometimes u feel like a handicapped.. I mean..where are all these people runnin..2.. what are they gainin out of all thse.. monetary happinesss..
Gosh.. i want to take my anger out on someone.. only if there was someone whom I cud hang on the wall naked..and use the feather treatment. make him laugh .. ticklin him with a feather.. till she pleads..to kill her...hmm
..WHATS THE POINT OF ADVISIN ME.. THERE IS A SAYIN IN MALAYALAM..
"" UNCLE DONT BEAT ME.. THERE IS NO USE.. I WONT IMPROVE.. """
OR WAS IT THIS SAYING
" A PERSON WITH JAUNDICE WILL ONLY SEE YELLOW""
Sometimes.. I get that happy feeling when i talk to my team leader.. he teaches me well..and we crack jokes.. lol.. YEA.. those fake lauhs to compliment his jokes mite get me a good raise.. on my pay in this months apraisal.
damm the departments are blaming each other for the network failure.. this is how the diagram goes to..
Department 1...blames Department 2..which inturns blames Department 3..( and since there are no other people to blame..) ..department 3 finds the local.. bangladesh cleaners.to blame.. saying its all their fault.. they cleaned the place and strangles the wires which made some non defined error in inter galatic measurement which made the network..go haywire..
And since the bangladeshis cleaners dont understand.. the inter galatic part..and goes in the assumption that they goin to get Galaxy chocalates.. say yes.. and hence .. Problems solved for technical guys..sad .. But hey thats the world.. AND thats how things work....
Anyways.. thast it from me.. I am kinda runing out of ideas.. I did compliments from people about the articles I write that dosnet contain profanity or vulgarisms..well I think its 1 or 2 compliments.. I got .. buy hey that number is better than 0.
I was like hintin,..Mom.. I mite want to take a week off..go to europe..relaz.. change of weather.. and there they go.. why dont u do it as a honeymoon trip... I am like.. screw everythin.. I rather furnish my room and stay alone...and make a entrance and exit from my window.. so I can call it a tree house..
Anyways..God bless u World..
take care
this is IJV.. signin off........
