June 22

Another so so tentative day. Was just looking at me, within me. Do I end up pretending rude to people of the past, that just come to haunt me, becuase of their so called connections. And the funny part, is that they knock the doors of Immanuel just so that I get a chance to be rude with them. Me being spoilt or not, is none of their concerns. If they cant do, what I do, not to do with any fault of mine. Its not that, i am living in their expense.

That gets me to think, where is the Immsy I knew in college. Its not much of a difference. But few smiles and a angry face, remind me of the guy inside the batmans mask. Thats got to be true.
People ask me, go for heart. Money just comes along. Thats a wierd concept. How can you live your life with love ( Note: SOme beng/tam bitch goes on sayin to me- Get a life.. ). Wonder how that can be, she has been one great loser in life, and suprising,no one told her that. She had a bad college life, as I saw it , while i was there. Anyways. whats money and love.

Love is wierd, one cant leave with love alone, there is always money assosiated with it. You can feed ur stomach with love can you. Well, you can say the same about the money, you cant have someone to love u with the money.. Though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You do can fill ur bed with timepass love with the money.

Well, through my defeats, I learnt that Money gets u thing. And if people thinks u are loser., with the fact of only money in ur head,,.. i rather be one.

So where is the emotion filled immanuel i say. People who know me well, know where that is. I dont have to laugh, poke.. with people to show i care or love em.
Yes.. Priorties in life maybe wierd..Noone can replace manchester united who hold number one in my life . And given the choice of alcohol or ladies.. wud definitely take alcohol
Like I would like to explain, that men are bastards and ladies.. true definition of bitches...

And once asked why i feel the same,.. all i could say was.. didnt all the ladies come from the origin of EVE.