What is Life?

It was the moment u needed the most.....

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and yes. the song continues.

Assurance is Life. Sometimes, you need a hand to hold. It might be different in terms of meaning..but everyone existing inthis planet.... goes thru that stage.

Do you see whispers in my heart against ur kindnessWhy are we all Living Life as Novels written by someone else.

Why is Man selfish, how much ever he denies it.From My desktop of confusion... of living confused between happiness and Life.

We will grow...And sadly the fact is that we dont see the distance we covered.

We will Survive the lies and ... definitely...we will survive of all the truth we hid from ourselves.
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So another evening to myself... and more than ever alive.

Orkut has died down... its kind aboring. And work is becomin... even worse.. Its just the monthly check that intrests one at the begining of the month..So where have we reached.. ThoughT plAYIN FOOTball would cheer me up, but couple of days back, found .. football has deserted me. The fun of playing has left a mystery behind.

Maybe I should start doing that often..and hopefully Company football weekends could cheer me up.

Was I wrong in not marrying someone I liked..or for that matter of fact,,,, marry someone I loved...Crazy..Should not be thinking that now.

But since its worth a thought.. ... Was an Arranged marriage fruitful.

It defintely is..in every way.Maybe it is the way I think... Or is it because I love myself 2 much.. and anyone for 2 long is boring..not as intresting as me.

SOmetimes...its like when u fallen behind..wanting yourself to dictate time, and for some matter of fact, that does not happen.

As I see the world in front of my eyes..see people so desperate to get married.. no reson why... lonely hearts .. I must say..where is the fun in this world.

And some just wait by the Altar waiting for any person with the skirt to come so he cud rope in the ring in his/her finge.( No disrespect for the scots).

And I know, people would be thinking... I am crazy..so leave him to his world of words.
Last couple of months..were great..

Well..we won the premier league..fell in love... married someone else.....hot in Kerala.. and yes company splashes invincible money.

But the time has come to a still, where one has to sit and decide on how colorful was the past months.

Carryin the red devil flag was more than enufto make me happy..

So where does that leave me... What do i Script......

If I am not the one to live my life.. then who is it for?

oR MAYBE ITS THE vacation, I so desperately seek in my life.. or maybe.. I am just not geting enuf to drink.

i dont know.. Just dont want to run away.. because where ..or how ever fast i run..or forget that .. its wherever i Hide myself.. I end up finding me.

I never had the time to say bye to Immanuel Before April 16.... Maybe thats a lie...
Or mayb they are words I keep saying to myself.. to hide the fact .. that I am not loving me like the way I USED to.

Sometimes. I havent been good to me, maybe those stories are coming to haunt me!!!!
Myabe I should sit down..and sit with a stranger... Some one I can trust..SOmeone I know.. I wont meet again in lIfe..

Talk of lIfe.. That I defined as Immanuel.