Immsy Dons the Directors Chair- directors cut

THats where the premiere....rocks.. In London..

So when the actors.. and stuff they made off parade through the red carpet........wat does the director go thru.

Infact what makes a director a specimen.....

What does it take to make a movie!!1

Coming short of ideas.. thought could make a mallu movie do it premiere... Sine.orginality has lost its meaning .... could settle down tomake a remake...

Could make it known as Malayalee Uniappam... the very own keralams answer to American Pie.

Characters will me the same. except for the sceneary..which cud have more of the banana and cocunut treas and thetoddy shops....after all we need to get the true essence of Kerala.

While I was in London recently....people were saying.. thebuzz was on.. Alleppey was the place that was making hot news.. so called veniceof the east......everyone dying to go there..literally( Dying..... they all want to die with the new viral flue thats making Newspapers sick of headlines).

So whats the story goin to be like: a guy falls in love .. relaized..sex has been secluding him all his life..and he ends up doin it with coconut tree......how worse can it get.. cud be an eye opener for the kids out there...

Atleaset this wya, u make urself known in the film industry.. I mean u need to make a buzz of ..censorship .....otherwise..u wud be known as an wannabe director...

And yes.. with this name we can have sequels or prequels as well..

1) Malayalee Uniaapam

2) Malyalee appam

3) Malayalee chakka appam

4) Malayalee kappa

5) Malayalee oulos podi..

awesone..after all..we are from Gods own country!!!

So..... thats me in the director chair... well offcourse.. I wud be the star actor...I mean.. only I can direct the star... in themovie.. and what better situation cud be..if i cud direct me.

Back to movie.. I hate .. cheap publicty on Immsy Character...

Working on the story.... Me and Lady S.. on the project..we are on the process of eliminating the characters that have pursued our life.. and eventually she Dies.. and I live the legacy of the fame.

Life as you may see.. Is me!!!follow me.. and u will be mistaken.. whats the point.. u anyway dies... \

Love me... and I know u too ... love me....

no more emotional gags...its done.. ( I have dealt with the demons that i kept within.....Thanks K for ur support and thanks S for everythin.....I feel sorry I cudnt make u guys a Manchester United fan in between),,,,,

Nothin!

.......

Walking the streets alone,

Trusted with myself.

Going through hell,

with a feeling of heaven.

...So Lets all dream,

Single light, many destinations,

Single promises, many lies.

Need to be set free.

I feel bad, Not for me...

Not for them,

I should be there..stoping me,

Too late..Its too far,

And ego and thoughts blame each other.

Tell me , how do I measure me,

When the scales of measurement

, shy enough to count.

Clouds.crowd..emptiness, shattered noices of rains,

Make it unforgetable.
What am i ?

What are they ?

Why r words so meaningless.

Want to runaway,

from the lies that claim to be the truth,
Want to lie in coma,

Knowing the world is moving without ur blink.

Tierd of being a poster to myself..

Guess its time to tear em,

and move on to a picturless world.
The bridge is 2 far, \

The sun has passed me,..

And the moon... shy to face me.

Nothins lasts for ever.
I cant walk out of my life. What good is me without Imms..

Music Today!!

These days..Music is so much in the happening .

U get to see semi naked gals..nice scenery....sluts....whores....giglos....and yes!! I did firgot to mention..If u lukcy enuf.. u mite just get to hear good tunes as well.

So there u go... THat bring to the topic of a friend of mine who suggested... we could produce a music Album. And I should remind you all,, there aint gointo be an album that I produce..which does not have me in it.

So we were discussing about the stuff of the album..and came to a decision that ...it shud be .. a8 track album... 40 mins or so!!

But first it starts of the introduction of the people behind this venture..and offcourse that means.. me to say about how.. successful I was!!!

Track 1: Coulde deal with the Nostalgia.. that revolved around Love and disapointment

Track 2: A reminx of some old mallu song that still haunts the people of Malluland

Track 3: A comic number which would depict thefact that Arab Countries have become poor and they wud be expats working in India.

Track 4: A Duet that make a hit for the romantic fools in Kerala

B side

STARTS off with again how successful we were composing 4 songs in the Side A.

Track5: A Rap Number which is the latest craze..depicting the Gods Own country

Track 6: A englis-Mallu Song that shows how the latest generation is typically opposite to the old geneartio

Track 7:......Intsrumental song

Track 8: A highly energetic item number..more of a cabaret..which has the toples

s models with mallu style blouse.... to rock the house.. with slit heavy metal strings added.

Track 9: Hidden Bonus.. Immanuel on Heavy Metal.... instrumental.....Title: :Mallayalee:

Now what else do u want!!

Isnt this a great contribution to the culture we have been brought in..

Atleast we do know how to spell Kerala..

Rock on!!!!!!!!

I guess the name of the album could be ....."Keral-aleeeee"

Crap it on laters..

tada

What is Life?

It was the moment u needed the most.....

......

and yes. the song continues.

Assurance is Life. Sometimes, you need a hand to hold. It might be different in terms of meaning..but everyone existing inthis planet.... goes thru that stage.

Do you see whispers in my heart against ur kindnessWhy are we all Living Life as Novels written by someone else.

Why is Man selfish, how much ever he denies it.From My desktop of confusion... of living confused between happiness and Life.

We will grow...And sadly the fact is that we dont see the distance we covered.

We will Survive the lies and ... definitely...we will survive of all the truth we hid from ourselves.
..
So another evening to myself... and more than ever alive.

Orkut has died down... its kind aboring. And work is becomin... even worse.. Its just the monthly check that intrests one at the begining of the month..So where have we reached.. ThoughT plAYIN FOOTball would cheer me up, but couple of days back, found .. football has deserted me. The fun of playing has left a mystery behind.

Maybe I should start doing that often..and hopefully Company football weekends could cheer me up.

Was I wrong in not marrying someone I liked..or for that matter of fact,,,, marry someone I loved...Crazy..Should not be thinking that now.

But since its worth a thought.. ... Was an Arranged marriage fruitful.

It defintely is..in every way.Maybe it is the way I think... Or is it because I love myself 2 much.. and anyone for 2 long is boring..not as intresting as me.

SOmetimes...its like when u fallen behind..wanting yourself to dictate time, and for some matter of fact, that does not happen.

As I see the world in front of my eyes..see people so desperate to get married.. no reson why... lonely hearts .. I must say..where is the fun in this world.

And some just wait by the Altar waiting for any person with the skirt to come so he cud rope in the ring in his/her finge.( No disrespect for the scots).

And I know, people would be thinking... I am crazy..so leave him to his world of words.
Last couple of months..were great..

Well..we won the premier league..fell in love... married someone else.....hot in Kerala.. and yes company splashes invincible money.

But the time has come to a still, where one has to sit and decide on how colorful was the past months.

Carryin the red devil flag was more than enufto make me happy..

So where does that leave me... What do i Script......

If I am not the one to live my life.. then who is it for?

oR MAYBE ITS THE vacation, I so desperately seek in my life.. or maybe.. I am just not geting enuf to drink.

i dont know.. Just dont want to run away.. because where ..or how ever fast i run..or forget that .. its wherever i Hide myself.. I end up finding me.

I never had the time to say bye to Immanuel Before April 16.... Maybe thats a lie...
Or mayb they are words I keep saying to myself.. to hide the fact .. that I am not loving me like the way I USED to.

Sometimes. I havent been good to me, maybe those stories are coming to haunt me!!!!
Myabe I should sit down..and sit with a stranger... Some one I can trust..SOmeone I know.. I wont meet again in lIfe..

Talk of lIfe.. That I defined as Immanuel.

Life after April

.... Only if she turned her back
,,,,,,,,,Only if she stoped to see me behind.

,,,,,,,,,,Only if...


Life goes on.. And yes, it does. Whatever one says.. its the same way life revolves. And I am glad to be back to what I do when I am lost. Its these words that make symbolize myself ..and make me felt.. in some way or the other.

And the she in the above lines our Miss Time.

Sometimes, its a bit crazy.. but its good to be back.

Like the saying goes..Shit happens..

Got married....Manchester United won the league....Been to the UK....Its good shit happening...

Quite philosphical.. but then thats the way things bound to attract attention.

The grass is always greener on the other side, how much ever one tries to critizise the lines. However bad the patches be on the other side, no one notices it,

Maybe thats why, .... some riddles..leave no clue.


Anyways i hope this one is a good start.. 5 months since i blog'd...and hope.. the following days.. can see how a change has been evolved...and how lack of parking space became an issue at Glasgow Airport recently

c me soon