Dusted

from the house of fallen rain,
between the midst of scattered dust,
in bettwen relaitys of faded gardens....
I start a journey, i never knew i would take...
knowing my luck in relationships and matters of heart

Words can be loud,
Expressions speak wild,
fate dusted on me,
is the road i can only take.

the joy and spring of surprise,
holding your future in your hand,
his eyes feeding you,
and trying to complete you,
in years to come.

Have been the victory of defeats,
the shades of shadow,
How I saw them differently.

Where am I now,
has been the relationship between my past,
and my fists with the future.

I can only look back,
and smile as if there ....
Never existed an Immanuel


And Look forward,
and gamble on,
the canvas....
where the new picture would be ......

Life as an Oasis..

Nothing to do with the post, But I like the title and the pic.

6 months back, I got a PUP. Separated from his mother, at a a very age,and sold to me by a third party. Its quite amazing, how she could grow in a more relaxed manner, after being separated from her mother, or has she adapted herself to such a upbringing.

This could be the case of millions, who live to please themselves and their new family. Some run away wild, becoming astray or dead.

A certain resemblance to Human Life. Not only, can they be stated as a difference between orphans and lucky others. Well, we can not rationalize them, because some of them go to be successful people and happy parents.

from here to there

As one goes through the cycle of growing.. from the womb to the coffin, it can be noted, that life still belongs to an incomplete circle. Guided and governed by set of rules that follows traditions layed by the history, predicting the future of the paths taken my man. Many have stepped out, and become makers of history. And the ones, that followed the path, can only be traced by the name tags on their tombstones.

( spoiler alert: Damm.. I actually like the above para.. awesone.. just came out from me)

In matter of 7 months from now, I will become a Dad. and hence a new phase in life. If its a son, he has got to be a manchester united supporter like me, if its a daughter.. she should marry a manchester united supporter and follow man u games till she gets married. Education and all the other tags followed by it, can be secondary. Sometimes, make me envy, these times, should be the best times for a woman, she gets alls he craves.. and get spoiled a lot with gifts. Wonder, if that would have happened if a man were able to get pregnant.

The season is going quite wierd, The italian , french, spanish and english league has been tough. Any team can win it. And as the season comes to close, the national team managers can only pray for their stars to be fit for the world cup bar the injuries. Rules have to be changes, expecially with direct red cards, and the suspensions. Platini should be thrown off from the uefa. And bring back the rules that allow a team can only field 4 non home based players, Brosman ruling has brought in ill effects to the game. For example, a team like Arsenal can only boast of one Englishman who gets a chance to play for the team.

But then who believes me!!! Me just a passerby..

Relationships

Relationships


Man can be haunted or blessed with relationships. Different Societies define that term in their own symbolic way. Some don't care ( in other terms called independent)..and some take it too seriously based on the rigidity of the customs passed from generations.

As a baby... relationship between the infant and parents, time carries them to adult years, when friends replace the companionship. Then as a husband to wife ( or the other way round), parents, grandparents... the hierarchy continues. ( wow.. i actually got the spelling of hierarchy correct in one go, without the help of spell check)

The tradition, i was born into, was more of a traditional sect of values. Respect were given, and commanded. It was more of a duty. Parents loved their children living with them. But then. times have changed,or were forced to change. Will not term it globalization, or rather Americanization.

Then comes the same Bollywood style of story in every youths heart... people fall in love..some walk with that love,some part with the love, focus on careers, and then try to mend ways. And they call it life. Some get into arranged marriage, some lie during their marriage, and yet try focused 2 remain happy..some break the arranged marriage and fall in love after so called failures.

There is a story in everyone,some willingly make a joke of it, and some just try to hide it with the emotions that are easily traceable.

How many of these emotions exist in relationships from regions. And still we argue the fact that .. MAN IS MAN.. same material from which everyone was made of.

Damm.. I am actually lost on what I was supposed to blog about now!!

Facts or Factless

Religion is often described as a communal system for the coherence of belief focusing on a system of thought, unseen being, person, or object, that is considered to be supernatural, sacred, divine, or of the highest truth. Moral codes, practices, values, institutions, tradition, rituals, and scriptures are often traditionally associated with the core belief, and these may have some overlap with concepts in secular philosophy. Religion is also often described as a "way of life" or a life stance.


I will try to be very open with this subject. You might hate me ..or loathe me after this.. but then, thats me, I am not in2 blogs to make friends.. am i ?


Christians.. started with Catholics and ended up as 2 divisions..( major that is- I do not want to spend time dividing further more..because i do not have much idea of them). Catholics and protestants came from the same religion, because of the differences of how the system was run. And by the meaning of run, it basically differentiates between the good and the corrupt. No system can be defined as the correct sense of organization, because as far as people are concerned, theres always going be some sort of Corruptness ( if thats a word) involved.
And how far have we evolved......from Son of GOD Jesus to the multi million making churches existing now. Is it the power of authority... or the people.. whichever answer comes out, i already see a common factor between the two. Thats more of the Christianity

I will not comment much of the other religions, because i have not done an extensive research..but u have sunnis and shites in Islam..and Hinduism..has so many gods...

Are we living in a world where any icon becomes an angelic form of worship. Its hard to see religions evolving more .. but can expect new divisions in the existing ones. .. But.. have we seen people change... They are still the same, and hence the numerous divisions.


Like a discussion i had with a mate :

B: So was Jesus a catholic or a protestant
I: Sadly he was crucified before he could even choose.


I am not a great fan of Science..( mostly because of the grades back in school).. but from their point as well..is there any proof of religion facts.. or all of them could be a mastermind of a great storyteller.

As for me,, I believe ... there is a GOD... and he divided us in2 castes and religions( main ones that is..... Christianity, Islam......) so as to reduce the tensions between humans.. Little did he know... from them came more...

That reminds me.. I love the spell check in blogs these days.....

People often forget... we are born into religions . thanks to our parents.....( theres not a choice).
But maybe those are one of the gifts we have to follow. ..
And yet they make a mockery of them.


Signin off!!!

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2010... The manu'ian Calendar

Before I start my first crap of 2010 on this blog, which incidentally belongs to me,..

Feb 12, 2010. For the loners, I would like to remind you, that's in 2 days.. we have the valentines day coming.

Dec 27, 2010.. was never meant to be a dry day. It did rain, United beat Hull.. and I was in kerala.. and in between, Got married on that day as well.

That's all about me happening here.



When did the world become all secretive. People like to tell others, that they are getting married, the day before they actually get married. Such insecurities in life, prevail. And mallus being mallus, you never know, who is going to stab u behind.

Just the other day, or should I say last week, we had this prayer .. group gathering, where it was arranged, so people could meet up with people and know their area group members. Its quite suprising, most of the people never attended a prayer meeting,. ( Myself, have stopped this because.. its kinda give and get gam, by any chance, you skip a guys house for his prayer meetin schedule, he dosent end up coming when its at ur place. ... ). And funny it was.. children games,.. nothing that a lad of me could be interested on. ( Even the gals, horrible).

I believe in the concept of sharing the things with people who fall in the category "have nots".. That dosent mean, you charitably give ur audi r8 to a guy who only drives a taxi.

People in Kuwait.. Churches in Kuwait.. live on extravagant style. No idea how much of the money they actuallyw rite in the accounts go to trusts that desperately need them. There are children, parents all in need for money. And when such a situation goes, we have prayer meet get2gethers.

This was like a conversation that went last time, I went for the prayer gathering.

After the priest came, which was usually even before the food was served,,,, and for the start of gathering... We had a prayer,, and I left.. thats like after the first 10 mins of me actually reaching there:

Someone.. i have no idea : Hello
Me: Hey

Some: So where you goin ?
Me: Home

Some: So early,.it hasnt started?
Me: I prayed.. guess thats me

SOme: You paid rite ?
Me.. I did that the first thing i came

Some: There is dinner arranged, you must eat and go?
Me: I did not come here to eat.. I have prayed, and I am leaving. I dont come to functions for the food..

Some: hmmmm
Me. Bye


Its people like these that like to be in the political frame of any organization. Pathetic asses. Anyways.. Money earned is not spent.

And now You might ask me, whats ur part in all these thoughts. I give my due to the church.. and i give my [part to the orphanages when i can give( directly without a vendor or a supplying agent}

Yes, I believe there is a God.. I do.. I do not trust all the people from the same God.

If there is any sort of Godliness that exists in this world, it has to come from you. Like they say, we are the face of God our Lord.. Damm.. in this rate, I can actually be a pastor and start a church, that seems 2 be the fashion these days. God knows where those agencies are heading to. In fact people from the orthodox communities are heading that way.. because of the politics or maybe because there are people who are not geting enuf.. prime time publicity air in our church politics.


Life is doing great..MANCHESTER united is doing great... Wifey mite come down this month to kuwait..which is not great :-).....But since life is all about tryouts.. I had given arranged marriage a try.. now this time, have given a love marriage a try out..Lets see how that goes.. Hopefully this time, it will last more than the warranty period.


So thats for me now.. will try to keep myself blog'd this year 2010.. so till the next time .. Learn to win more.. even if that makes u arrogant..Who cares.. those people who say that..dont feed u.. do they ???