Whats with the four letter words ?

Ever wonderred how the Lord looks upon us. ( Lets do this with numbers. Assume Heaven is Pluto.. and since the distance between pluto and earth is so vast, light years... The picture of us as a being wud appear as organisms.. that are only depicted through Microscopes of higher range). And reading whats in brackets, would one be able to justify, that the Lords actually sees the accurate picture.

The thing with life these days.. from my way of looking at things is that " Its quite like a pandoras box..filled with medusas : You feel like openin it.. but then.. u know u goin to turn into stone once u do.

People.. know they get hurt, but they never stop tryin.. DO THEY.. atleast most of not so sensible people dont!! And yes there are there a lot of bunch of people, who just are lucky in all sense of everything, except for the matters of heart or lets say.. most of theLiverpool fans.





If there was something in the world, i rather do.. is go for the gal I actually adore. But do people marry people whom they like. It always go with the simple statement:

"Marry someone who likes you, rather than someone whom you like"- For that to happen we need a situation of one guy with 2 ladies. or a a ladywith 2 guys. Threesome, havent even thought of that probability..but yes!! if i have to .. would have to go back to my schoolin basicas..a s my maths department didnt do that great a job educating me.

Something with South Africas and my dislike. SOmehow or the other, South Africa just pops out from nowhere. No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am talking about very very near experiences. Its starnge..people who do not know much about footy and world cup..end up goin there. Now this is the second time, happening to me. And come soon.. i bet my foresight into this matter will come true.

Somewhere down the line, I have learnt to live and let live. Disapointments come ... u can not stop them. Maybe they are for the best, and maybe for the worst. It is how to turnaround events into your way of imagination.

Am I in love, good question. Jumbled lines and thought above..sometimes would mislead you 2 think whatever you may be thinkin.


But for the record.. yes.. I feel there is an activity going on, and I know it might not work.. still I keep lingering around.. because i do not want to lose a friend.

Its quite strange, when you do keep nicks at gtalk or yahoo.. to show people that you are in mixed... confused sort of situation, they take it as time to prowl and jump on the slayed victim.. Lol.... sometimes, one just does it to keep other happy and show they are being defeated at every turn of the crossroad.

Till then.... I like to leave with a line:

Love does cost friends... and that 2 at a differnt price levels... You keep runnin around circles.. starngely... thinkin, someone might just pull you over.

Life is just a four letter word.. so is love.. and with that comes mind, another four letter word.
And between all the words thats been written above..comes HOPE.....
And trust me every inch.... Hope is somethin i will keep forever...

Over and out...
Next time around!

Breakin grounds

Lets start with stuff i wrote... months back:


Watching the snow,
On a cloudy evening,
draining the memoirs

The days we spend building relation,
never showed.
Somewhere i forgot the meaning of Love.

What are angels,
are they living repentance,
The love shore reduces its coast line.

Hope, Pray, believe
does its duty in console.
Heart does not take,
what reality does offer.

Gates of my house close,
yet I like awake waiting.
Like tears in the rain.
I keep walking without a aim.

Breezes the hair,
lightens the soul,
melodys the mind,
Wish they were mine

Not heartbroken,
Not shattered
Not lonely,
which I were them.

Learning from corrections,
Learning from Life,
Though they never get back whats lost,
they try to get you a hopeful tomorrow.

Like the candles in the dark,
Fireplace lit ...for the warmth,
Meaning well sought...
Unless
Unless
You are me !

And the show must go on, I say!

And the show must go on, I say!


Ok.. cant say, I am back with a bang. Coz, i was always there.. Laziness kept me busy. So what have i been upto, Divorced.. and all single again.
Dont ask for the reasons, for they might eventually come out in a commical manner. Seriosuly, more than the agony of divorce, its the manner in which matrimonial sites function.
Only if they had taken it more seriosuly, would it have been more popular than the normal networkin sites like facebook , orkut etc..
Even worse, they have sites for divorced people..called secondshaadi.. awesome.. i should say.

So not many people go through divorce..and i shud say the feeling is good.. Though.. its quite bad the first few days.. ( depends on how u measure days.. 24 or 72 hour periods). Even, though it gave me a chance to dress up like devdas..or a bearded look..like taliban..didnt get much time.. to develop my character.

So......My people.. have many topics to deal with it. I will try to be consitent with stuff..and lets be fair.. more sensible as well.


Ok..so after the preceedings of the "D".. WHAT have i been up2.. I have been into failures in life.. but always took them to heights of success. I met couple of people... intresting people.. even grew close to them.. somehow.. never clicked.. for social, economical... and even worse... geographical.. reasons.. there were people like.. Thangam, Mangam, vangam, etc..... I even met people who were older than me.. not by light years

Some who posted on matrimonial site.. said they werent ready..which was a classic way of sayin:not intrested in you, some of them..were nice.. but i dont know.. i did love my bed too much.. that i didnt want to break em on the first day itself..and some were cute...


And yes.. I did have to register into .. sites like m4marry and keralamatrimony.. wasteof money.. but trust me.. i liked it more than orkut..which gave me many reason to dump orkut for the matri sites.... But its wierd talkin to the gals parents. You had to act at times, as u are the dad of urself..

I have been in situations more of the same situation like the indian movies
There are many scenarios to it like:

1) rich guy falls for a poor gal
2) poor guy falls for rich gal
3) black guy fallin for white gal
4) white guy fallin for black gal
5) people from different relegions marryin
6) people from different religions marryin., and 2 from different states
7) and the best..yet to make it effect..same sex marriage
8) people from same caste but differnet states

So which all have i fallen for .... after the D

( assumuing point 4 is for me).. .4, 8... am not sure about 1 and 2

Ok..in between..my team..MANCHESTER UNITED won charity shield, world club compet, carling cup and the title..and we on the finals on 27.. vs barcelona

And then back to where we were.... there u go.. i am lost again.. This is what happens when u end up mailing people .. ( because they cant chat u.....so called company rules )

That reminds me, was in dubai... in March..was good..alcohol is still good for my body.. though i cudnt dance much due to papparazis.. it was fun.. Andrews made sure i wasnt drunk..he managed to misplace his camera and stuff.which made huntin for it, loose my alcohol content in my body.

Sometimes u cant take it, the new flats thatc ome in kuwait, assholes, give it only to family. Loved this 3 bedroom.. somethin spacious flat.. though the rents high.. loved it..But they gave only families.. damm!! Now i need to get married.. why is the world after me to get married.. I wanted to get married initially, though now relaxed with the facts that there are more important things in life like

f1 in abu dhabi
world club competition in abu dhabi ind ecember
french open
wimbledon..
and then new season begins mid august.

STrange.. my company mates.. they like married last year..and ninth month.. they all dads.. ... Science is pretty fast these areas.. and yes!! why them.. some friends i know.. have kids before the 9nth month.. makes u want to think..if the kids looks like them..or someone else.. jokin there.. timepass....

Yes that leads me to tellu my new hobbies..playback singin.. ( in my definition..not karoke.. buts it like u singing along with the singer.. - I love my MAC( hate all u window users)... and thats what MAC helps me ..and yes.. self photography..i do it lot more than i used to with my new MAC)


This above text.show how I use my company time in a much more respectful, resourseful manner.. and cant complain much about the limited increment i got this year.... I can only say recession.


And hence to be continued.. Cant spoil all the fun at one shot ..can I ( The truth is that its time for me to HOME)

So till the next time

Sometimes, one looks at corridoors of his life,
and expect dreams that brighten up reliaty...
But for some, it just never happens,
and if it does happens.. then you definitely got to be a crooked bastard.

Chillax.. Signin off..
Not a legend. But one among em
Peace.
More of the thangams, vangams, rangams.. soon to follow